Roll on 18 Wheeler

Jim is hauling sweet corn this week. So he is going to be gone tonight through next Tuesday. I really miss him when he is gone. He usually come home and plays with Charlotte while I clean up and cook dinner. She loves playing with him. He also help with the baths. Tonight we had to go it alone. She loves taking a bath, and it is just so much easier if she takes a bath with either me or Jim. But it is harder when you don't have someone to come and get her out when she is done. Tonight when I went to put Charlotte to bed in her crib Jim had left her a note, it said "Charlotte Goodnight I love you Dad" I just love that he thinks of little things like that. He is such a good dad. He is always thinking of little things like that, that will put a smile on my face. I just love him so much.....

On another note the store has done really crappy this week. I think it is because this is the first week all the kids go back to school, but I sure hope it gets back to normal. It didn't even pay for me to drive over there the past two days. I only brought in 100 dollars for two days. That is really bad. I just hope this store works out. I think I will feel better once the loan is paid off. Right now I am making enough to cover all the expenses for the store with nothing extra. So once the loan is paid off it will be better. I am also running some ads in the paper. I know it is going to take time for people to know that I am there and build my customer base. So it continues. Some days I think I am absolutely insane for doing this with a new baby and everything that is going on in my life right. I guess only time will tell if this was the dumbest thing I have ever done. I just keep think of what my sister Cherie says "You only regret the things you haven't done." So I have taken those words to heart and hope for the best.